Wednesday, April 04, 2007

crap @ 11:25 AM

i don't know where to start. it's been almost a month since i last blogged. i didn't get to recharge during the march holidays. in fact they were much more tiring and painful. i'm on the verge of killing somone... and though i know i really really wished she'd disappear, i think would definitely rather kill myself before killing anyone else.

my relief teaching phase one came to an end last thursday. on the whole, it was an enjoyable experience. i had wanted a good break but i was just offered another relief teaching assignment for a week, starting this coming monday. oh well.. at least i get some income, and more teaching experience! haha. oh yes, i got accepted into nie. will be starting nie in mid-june. so outta touch with schooling. hope i'll be able to cope when school starts for me. haha.

anyway as good friday is around the corner and lent is coming to an end, i've realised that i haven't made much sacrifices, in fact i wonder if i've made any at all. so i've decided to stop gaming until easter sunday! it's only for 4 days, but i think it's gonna be hard cuz i really don't have anything else at hand to do currently. this may sound unlike me, but sometimes i feel as if i'm addicted to gaming. perhaps it's because it lets me lose myself while i'm at it.

right now, i'm almost ready to forgo my tiny puny sacrifice and start gaming. i'm going mad.. once again. and i was just thinking that things are getting better. some part of me is itching to pack my bags and leave.. but i know i can't bear to leave all of you. so for now, the only thing i'm packing is that thought of running away.

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

crap @ 11:25 AM

i don't know where to start. it's been almost a month since i last blogged. i didn't get to recharge during the march holidays. in fact they were much more tiring and painful. i'm on the verge of killing somone... and though i know i really really wished she'd disappear, i think would definitely rather kill myself before killing anyone else.

my relief teaching phase one came to an end last thursday. on the whole, it was an enjoyable experience. i had wanted a good break but i was just offered another relief teaching assignment for a week, starting this coming monday. oh well.. at least i get some income, and more teaching experience! haha. oh yes, i got accepted into nie. will be starting nie in mid-june. so outta touch with schooling. hope i'll be able to cope when school starts for me. haha.

anyway as good friday is around the corner and lent is coming to an end, i've realised that i haven't made much sacrifices, in fact i wonder if i've made any at all. so i've decided to stop gaming until easter sunday! it's only for 4 days, but i think it's gonna be hard cuz i really don't have anything else at hand to do currently. this may sound unlike me, but sometimes i feel as if i'm addicted to gaming. perhaps it's because it lets me lose myself while i'm at it.

right now, i'm almost ready to forgo my tiny puny sacrifice and start gaming. i'm going mad.. once again. and i was just thinking that things are getting better. some part of me is itching to pack my bags and leave.. but i know i can't bear to leave all of you. so for now, the only thing i'm packing is that thought of running away.