Wednesday, November 21, 2007

drunk? @ 2:04 AM

i'm one who hardly touches alcohol - maybe like 2 to 3 times a year.

i drink at home when i'm like bored, will share a drink with my ahma. haha. my ahma is hip hor? she drinks my baileys =P or when i upset, very troubled or depressed.

in the past maybe 3 yrs at most i've drank is one cup each time, and usually it's downed bit by bit. today i had more than my share, and i downed in half the sips i usually take. my face always always turns red when i drink, especially when it's too fast or too much. my ahma noticed it =x i just shrugged it off.

i was stupid enough to drink on a fairly stomach. i won't say i'm drunk... but my head feels heavy and weird. well.. the fact that i'm blogging fairly coherently here probably tells you i'm in not too bad a state. it's feels kinda odd - you aren't sure if your head is heavy/light, you feel warm all over, you know your face is burning, you feel your stomach churning so bad that you could almost puke, you can barely stand up and walk straight, you laugh till you end up sobbing...

i'm only blogging this to remind myself that i probably don't wanna be doing this soon. especially not when i've got a major assignment due on friday. i was so confused i thought i'd end up not being able to think anymore, but somehow it only made things clearer.

another day. another lesson learnt.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

drunk? @ 2:04 AM

i'm one who hardly touches alcohol - maybe like 2 to 3 times a year.

i drink at home when i'm like bored, will share a drink with my ahma. haha. my ahma is hip hor? she drinks my baileys =P or when i upset, very troubled or depressed.

in the past maybe 3 yrs at most i've drank is one cup each time, and usually it's downed bit by bit. today i had more than my share, and i downed in half the sips i usually take. my face always always turns red when i drink, especially when it's too fast or too much. my ahma noticed it =x i just shrugged it off.

i was stupid enough to drink on a fairly stomach. i won't say i'm drunk... but my head feels heavy and weird. well.. the fact that i'm blogging fairly coherently here probably tells you i'm in not too bad a state. it's feels kinda odd - you aren't sure if your head is heavy/light, you feel warm all over, you know your face is burning, you feel your stomach churning so bad that you could almost puke, you can barely stand up and walk straight, you laugh till you end up sobbing...

i'm only blogging this to remind myself that i probably don't wanna be doing this soon. especially not when i've got a major assignment due on friday. i was so confused i thought i'd end up not being able to think anymore, but somehow it only made things clearer.

another day. another lesson learnt.