Saturday, January 08, 2011

2011 and beyond @ 10:43 PM

it's the beginning of a new year yet again.

been away for slightly over a month but somehow i don't feel as recharged as i should be. i guess a large part of this is because i've been coughing for almost 2 months now.

anyway, i thought i'd be a little excited after counting down for 2.5 years, with only 6 more months to go. instead i find myself standing at a crossroad, not knowing where to head. i'm definitely apprehensive... one step in the wrong direction and i may find the world as i know crashing down on me.

i've been asked about my decision a number of times at work. the answer still hasn't changed: undecided. but i've added a "made some plans but not sure if it'll work out".

feeling a little uneasy about monday. the results could well determine which path i'll take.

Saturday, January 08, 2011

2011 and beyond @ 10:43 PM

it's the beginning of a new year yet again.

been away for slightly over a month but somehow i don't feel as recharged as i should be. i guess a large part of this is because i've been coughing for almost 2 months now.

anyway, i thought i'd be a little excited after counting down for 2.5 years, with only 6 more months to go. instead i find myself standing at a crossroad, not knowing where to head. i'm definitely apprehensive... one step in the wrong direction and i may find the world as i know crashing down on me.

i've been asked about my decision a number of times at work. the answer still hasn't changed: undecided. but i've added a "made some plans but not sure if it'll work out".

feeling a little uneasy about monday. the results could well determine which path i'll take.