Friday, November 17, 2006

it's killing me @ 6:41 PM

it's really killing me.. not knowing where to go from here on. the application for spf is open now till 2 dec, adding to my headache. don't really know if that's what i want, or if my heart still lies with teaching. i'm not all that confident of making it though nie, especially after what i've heard from my friends who are there now. furthermore, my brain has been stagnant for almost half a year now.

on a happier note, met jess today for lunch to pass her her share of what i bought on the trip. thanks for lunch once again. she's one of the two close friends of mine who always end up treating me to meals. feel kinda bad letting you girls pay all the time.

when i finally get a job, it's gonna be my treat yeah? but first, i gotta decide. sigh.

Friday, November 17, 2006

it's killing me @ 6:41 PM

it's really killing me.. not knowing where to go from here on. the application for spf is open now till 2 dec, adding to my headache. don't really know if that's what i want, or if my heart still lies with teaching. i'm not all that confident of making it though nie, especially after what i've heard from my friends who are there now. furthermore, my brain has been stagnant for almost half a year now.

on a happier note, met jess today for lunch to pass her her share of what i bought on the trip. thanks for lunch once again. she's one of the two close friends of mine who always end up treating me to meals. feel kinda bad letting you girls pay all the time.

when i finally get a job, it's gonna be my treat yeah? but first, i gotta decide. sigh.