Monday, January 21, 2008

on the road @ 7:31 PM

a million things pulsating through my mind.
each hour. each min. each second.
things haven't been going well in every sense of the word.

looking at the video during my module on youth at risk that day, i nearly broke down. looking at the life of this guy (boy?) in a rehabilitation training centre... i just didn't know what to feel, how to feel.

these days i'm either feel devoid of feelings, like a soul-less person roaming the face of the earth or i'm experience a spectrum of emotions all at the same time. i don't deny the thoughts and even acts of anger and depression. i'm reaching the point where i can't cope with my emotions any longer.

i'm not as strong as you think i am.
i'm only human.
i'm just me...

oh yes, she finally sms-ed me after a good 3 weeks? i guess i'll meet her for a meal some time soon. if i can't make myself happy i hope to at least make someone smile.

Monday, January 21, 2008

on the road @ 7:31 PM

a million things pulsating through my mind.
each hour. each min. each second.
things haven't been going well in every sense of the word.

looking at the video during my module on youth at risk that day, i nearly broke down. looking at the life of this guy (boy?) in a rehabilitation training centre... i just didn't know what to feel, how to feel.

these days i'm either feel devoid of feelings, like a soul-less person roaming the face of the earth or i'm experience a spectrum of emotions all at the same time. i don't deny the thoughts and even acts of anger and depression. i'm reaching the point where i can't cope with my emotions any longer.

i'm not as strong as you think i am.
i'm only human.
i'm just me...

oh yes, she finally sms-ed me after a good 3 weeks? i guess i'll meet her for a meal some time soon. if i can't make myself happy i hope to at least make someone smile.