Wednesday, January 16, 2008

money... @ 9:43 PM

i used to think that money isn't important.
now i'm having second thoughts.
perhaps i don't fully know what mum has to pay for.
but i can't understand she can let bro chalk up 200 plus in handphone bills.
much less condone him spending way out of his allowance and her means.

maybe it is good that he's there now.
hopefully he'll change and think of what he wants to do with his life.
i guess it'll give mum some breathing space in terms of finances.

yes, i spend... perhaps not on the most ideal things.
but i spend what i make and can afford to.
if i take away these... i don't know what more is left.
but maybe i need to start thinking about finances again.

i hate it.
i hate thinking about money.
but i remain firm in my belief that money isn't everything.

mel mel.. time to wake up from your dream.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

money... @ 9:43 PM

i used to think that money isn't important.
now i'm having second thoughts.
perhaps i don't fully know what mum has to pay for.
but i can't understand she can let bro chalk up 200 plus in handphone bills.
much less condone him spending way out of his allowance and her means.

maybe it is good that he's there now.
hopefully he'll change and think of what he wants to do with his life.
i guess it'll give mum some breathing space in terms of finances.

yes, i spend... perhaps not on the most ideal things.
but i spend what i make and can afford to.
if i take away these... i don't know what more is left.
but maybe i need to start thinking about finances again.

i hate it.
i hate thinking about money.
but i remain firm in my belief that money isn't everything.

mel mel.. time to wake up from your dream.