Thursday, June 05, 2008

emptiness and silence @ 12:00 AM

feel kinda tired right now. but not the wanna plonk on my bed and sleep kinda tired. more of the i don't know what to do/think but yet there seems to be an overwhelming amount of stuff on my mind.

anyway i realised that it's a really dumb thing to try to exhaust yourself physically in the hope that you'd be too tired to think/feel. also, pre-occupying yourself though useful while you're being pre-occupied... has negative effects - the sudden and deafening silence right after the noise dies down.

i've been staying out late. yes, it isn't healthy nor good. but yet, the feeling of coming home to an empty house isn't a pleasant one.

Thursday, June 05, 2008

emptiness and silence @ 12:00 AM

feel kinda tired right now. but not the wanna plonk on my bed and sleep kinda tired. more of the i don't know what to do/think but yet there seems to be an overwhelming amount of stuff on my mind.

anyway i realised that it's a really dumb thing to try to exhaust yourself physically in the hope that you'd be too tired to think/feel. also, pre-occupying yourself though useful while you're being pre-occupied... has negative effects - the sudden and deafening silence right after the noise dies down.

i've been staying out late. yes, it isn't healthy nor good. but yet, the feeling of coming home to an empty house isn't a pleasant one.